YEAHH! OF COURSHE WE ARE!!! xD
I'm really glad that the sharing on Sunday worked out. Praise the Lord!!! Just to give some background: To be honest, when Jo and I saw the need of this session and were planning this whole thing out, we were really worried over a lot of things. We knew that some problems would be solved more easily after this sharing, yet some new problems cropping up.
And its quite true. Most of us can see the few problems solved through this session, but not many of us now see the new problems that are now going to come up soon......And when you see that I'm not really my old self that i used to be then that means im under lots more pressure, which i am now. ><
But still, SHARING was a success. It's really great to see those who opened up to their inside feeling and really poured out your hearts in your sharing. THE SESSION WAS MEANT FOR U GUYS!! ;) Looking from the outside, there are still MANY who didn't share what they truly feel....Some of us noticed that...but well its a start!!! =)
New problems: Ohhhhh BOY!!!
It's no use for me to sugar-coating all those parts up. Yes, now I'm still having problems. To be honest with you, I've lost some friends, the very close ones, over some time....that session just made me lose them MORE!!! But as i've been encouraging myself over n over, CHANGE IS NATURE!!! No point trying to relive the past!!!
Ok, i got pretty out of subject but well, yeahh.....Youth that day DID rock!!! Digest what you guys heard, don't just let the sharing stop as words we spoke. LIVE what we concluded OUT!!! What to do, what not to do.....THAT'S when we can say this sharing was successful!!!
I'm really sorry to everyone if I'm not a very likable person, if I'm really weird at times, if I'm just plain boring n all.....I know im not fun to mix with, but I'm trying my best to be!!!
But seriously, those who are reading this blog: We HAVE problems, n we WILL HAVE problems ALL THE TIME!!! The session may not have let you pour ur heart out, it may not have solved everything in that time. But lets just use the few examples of how we DID solve probs in there, like Claudia n Liang's prob etc, n lets solve problems like that in the future.
Now who's with me???
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